A friend said to me that if I didn’t believe somewhere deep down inside that the treatment would work, that I wouldn’t even attempt it. And I do believe that one day I will have this baby – I guess that is hope.

After re-reading my previous post and comments I wanted to add that although I think about all of the “what-ifs”, and although I do worry – I am hopeful about IVF.

I worry about what might not happen – BUT I also dream about my maybe-baby. I see it in my arms and I imagine the life that we will have. That is hope.